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This Halloween is a lot less fun than last Halloween. I wanted to go to the city for the Village Halloween Parade again and that ended up being a fail. I don’t really know too many people that have parties, but then again even if there was a party chances are I probably wouldn’t of went anyway. I’m having an alright night, handing out candy to the few people that wander on by and eating some nice warm cookies and milk and watching Ghost Stories on tv. I do regret that I didn’t carve any pumpkins this year, but there’s always next right?

On a side note, I can’t believe it’s November already tomorrow. It’s really crazy how fast time goes, especially when you’re not thinking about it. It just literally flies. Soon it will be Thanksgiving and then Christmas, New Years and my birthday :) and then we start all over again. I think about that a lot. How fast times goes. That’s why I try to enjoy every day the best I can. Well most days anyway. 

I think I need to get away for awhile. I’m not sure where I want to go, but I want to move somewhere new. I want to try somewhere new and just experience new things. I want to meet new people and try new things and work new places. I wouldn’t want to move away too far, even though I have been seriously seriously contemplating the thought of Portland, Oregon. Even though I really liked Portland, Maine, so who knows. Maine is sufficiently closer, so maybe that would be a better choice. Realistically I know I won’t be going anywhere any time super soon, but it’s always something fun that I like to play around with. Job hunts and apartment searches, neighborhood checkouts. The works. And let me tell you, there are so many places I wish I could pick up and go tomorrow. There is so much out there to see and I do intend to see it all. 

Honestly, I don’t feel like making a list of goals for myself to blog about. I want to write about whatever I want whenever I want, instead of following a list of things to write about. 

Today at work was a blast. It was our Halloween Bash. We all got to dress up and the kids too of course. I dressed up as a pink lady and I curled my hair ridiculously, so much that my hair is still curled now. We took them to the surrounding businesses in a Halloween Parade and they all went trick-or-treating. I was fun but I was so tired after all of it. 

On side notes, I can’t believe Monday will be November already. Yikes. 

The fact that whenever I paint my nails they take like 2 hours to dry, even with quick dry nail stuff. Guess I won’t be going to bed soon, yay. :(

Something that I have been really wanting lately is to get away. Just travel. Yes I know that sounds selfish considering I have been lucky enough to travel quite a bit in the past few years. But with all the traveling its mainly been to the same place, Poland. Don’t get me wrong its really nice there and I love being able to see my boyfriend, but I want somewhere new. Somewhere I have never been. I want to move and see all over until I find somewhere where my heart is, somewhere where I want to stay and settle in. Unfortunately I do not have the funds for that now, or a chance. But it’s something I would really love to do before there’s no more chance for it at all. 

I have found one thing I feel is wrong with tumblr. I feel like its meant just for short posts and picture posts. I don’t feel like I can write a long entry here I feel like it just doesn’t fit. I guess I will be keeping my blogger around for a bit longer. 

This day is supposed to be about my favorite internet friend, but thus I have decided to try and find another chain or make my own for a day to day thing that I will write about. Because all in all, I was going over the list and there are more than 5 that I could write just about my boyfriend, or that don’t apply to me at all. I want to write about something that I can really get into writing about and want to write a post about it, so for today this is what I’m saying. Tomorrow I will have a new list made up for myself that I think I will start the first of November, this way it’s like a goal of the month sort of thing. 

For now I’m going to have popcorn and watch my all time favorite movie. Grease. 

I really think I am enjoying tumblr a lot more than blogger. However, I was using blogger for so long and I was making an effort to write on there more consistently that I feel like I am leaving or forgetting my baby. I feel like I’m neglecting blogger, but really what is the purpose to have 2 blogs? For me anyway, I don’t need two blogs, even if I feel bad for just sort of up and leaving the other one. Does this make any sense? Haha, I feel like I have an attachment to something that really shouldn’t be hard to move away from. I’m just weird I guess. 

Day 7, Letter 7. Ex boyfriend.

Depending on which one we are talking about. There are good things I wish for most of you and certain ones I just would rather to keep my way parted. That’s all I have to say about this topic.

It probably doesn’t help that I’m in a shit mood already today. 

Day 6, Letter 6. Stranger. 

Hey Stranger! I feel like that would be a more appropriate greeting for a friend you haven’t seen in forever, don’t you? Anyway, hm this is interesting I’m not sure how to begin a letter to a stranger, or someone I don’t know without any specific topic to write about. I guess I could direct this to the lady walking her dog today around where I work and didn’t bother to move in another direction when she saw me walking her way with 5 “loose” children. Of course I only have 2 hands to grab 2 kids, what about the other 3 that are running towards your dog? You didn’t even care you were just minding your own business. Really, you couldn’t walk your dog somewhere else? I mean it is a work area not an open park where we have to share the space. Thanks for making it hard to control them. That made my afternoon outdoors time. 

Day 5, letter 5. Your Dreams. 

This is definitely a simple letter. I will do things in simple form I guess, I think it will be the easiest way to get all of them out efficiently. 

Mainly I want to do something that I’m proud of, something that I love. I want to travel more than I already have. I want to make myself into a person I am completely and whole heartedly proud of. I want to do something completely selfless for someone else that really needs it. I want to live in a big city. I want to live in a super tiny town, smaller than Middletown. I want to be my own boss. I want to have a great family of my own someday. I really want to accomplish something extraordinary. I want to take pictures and have at least one really mean something to someone. 

Pretty much I want a lot and honestly, I think that’s a great way to live life. To dream things up, instead of settling in and basically selling out. That’s my take on it anyway. I never want to settle for less than I want. If I am still breathing I will do my best to achieve the things I want most. 

Day 4, Letter 4. Sibling.

This should be a pretty empty day because I am an only child, however I do have a friend who is pretty much like my sister so I guess I can write this letter for her. 

Well let me start, what is there to say about Sabrina. I have known her since she was in diapers, well pretty much anyway. I watched her grow up from a little shit to a teenager and I really feel close to her like a sister. We don’t get to see each other a lot but when we do, we always seem to find some way to have a good time and enjoy each others company. Even if she does drive me nuts with her anime. But she is someone I always hope will be there, even when we’re old and gray. I love her dearly. 

Day 3, Letter 3. Parents.

Parents. I guess there’s a lot that goes through my mind when people say that word. I have always had my mom and she has always been there for me and I really can say that I truly believe she always will be. No matter what I have done in the past, or I think I can do in the future I know she will give me her input and try to help me in the right direction, whatever the right direction is anyway. I am really thankful that I got blessed with her as a mother, even when she gets on my nerves I know I could have it a lot worse and she has done so much for me. My dad I never knew, but he is part of me, so I guess I can thank him for that much. Aside from the two main ones, there is Kat, my moms girlfriend, my step mom. Sure we really get at each others throats a lot but I have to say if it wasn’t for her, I would be much more of a brat and spoiled princess and I wouldn’t have traveled like I did these past 7 years. Plus she is a super cool person when you really get to know her. There is also my grandparents and my deceased uncle who helped raise me and they too are really amazing people and I can’t imagine having my life any other way, even when we all do fight from time to time. 

This “letter” is turing out a lot longer than I wanted it to be, so I guess what my conclusion is, is that I have been lucky enough to have it good and I wouldn’t want things any other way. I love you all. 

Day 2, Letter 2. My Crush.

In all honesty there is no one that I am really crushing on. A crush is someone that you like in secret right? Well, that’s my definition of it anyway. And there is no one. Granted I don’t go out much to meet people to crush on, but I’m happy with the way things in my life are, especially with my boyfriend and I really can’t think of any good reason to go out and find someone to crush on just for the experience of this letter challenge. So I guess that is what I will be saying for this letter. 

Day 1, Letter 1. Best Friend.

Dear BFF,

We have known each other for a long time now, have had our ups and downs and have both laughed until we looked like we had been crying our eyes out. I guess I could say it all started in french class, I miss those days. When we used to be Chuck and David and recite conversations and sayings on our way to other classes. Then came high school, we had some rough times here but I’m really happy everything worked itself out and that we finally got to where we are today. I can tell you everything and anything and I’m not afraid that you will judge me. We’re pretty much open books with each other and I love that. I can’t imagine where I would be today if I hadn’t of known you. Thanks for always being there. I love you. 

When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I’ll be here forever
Said I’ll always be a friend
Took an oath I’ma stick it out till the end

30 days, 30 letters challenge.

Day 1 - Your Best Friend.
Day 2 - Your Crush.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don’t Talk Too As Much As You’d Like Too.
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You A Lot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You’ve Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That’s Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favorite Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew for Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Person That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.